An Orange Cloud

 no this isn't my last post. lol.  Hello rinies! (ok that was cringy) rinie is your name from now on ♡  :) I always wanted a fandom (?) and name them. sooo here we go ;) (idk why but lets just keep it like that. i think i wrote that when i was drunk [its a joke, i don't drink]. albeit it was the truth). and btw i kinda spoiled this title in my last post lolol Trail Of Thoughts- 3 Anyways, in today’s ‘trail of thoughts’ series, we’ll be talking about “what if the world ends right now?”. Okay so this is my favorite topic to talk about. It’s just so interesting and fun. (Of course not in reality). First of all we need a reason for the world's end. Zombies? That’s like the basic thing that comes to our mind when we think of it. But what if the worlds end has an unexplainable ending. You know like a supernatural reason. That would be super tricky and unpredictable. So today I thought about talking about a particular ending. “What if all the adults disappear?”. This came into m...

hello! this is going to be a lot different from my previous post. anyways, enjoy :) Crushes and crumbs in the plate The leftovers from what I ate. It was tasty and I devoured it But do I really have to do this? I walk to the dustbin And throw them away I felt kinda sappy And I don't know why I came back and sat With a pen and paper in my hand I want to write a story A complete fantasy Like a love story "I love a boy and He loves me" That's where it ends But it feels incomplete "How about a story with an open ending" I say to myself almost denying How about a story where I am stuck in A tower and a prince comes rescuing? ( oh no, that's common ) How about a story where I am too poor and And tortured by my step mother and- (Um that's worse) Well how about a story where everything Else is magical but me  (Wait that's realistic) Then how about a story where everything is  Lovable and I seem to fail at it Every time~ Every single time~ (That's har...

Enjoy! the next lines aren't my words,  they're from a skit inside my head. im so depressed i wanna kill myself   i dont care about your feelings; i just want to leave this i cry myself to sleep every night i dont think i can survive i just want to lay all day i dont wanna care about what people say but i cant seem to take off your voice its stuck in my brain like a damn noice But then I'm glad you have a good voice But hearing the same thing in my head For almost everyday makes me dead. you won't leave me alone  I understood that now. I'm feeling emotional Seeing everything fall Right before my eyes  All my hardwork in just a night. i dont relate to everything i write, i just write things others wished they could write. I learnt my fantasies Aren't as uncommon as I thought. Fantasizing about dying, To see how people would react. I wish I had some rare illness, So that I can play victim Before all my family and friends And receive the sympathy. I like being piti...

heyyo! yep. This is a poem i wrote for my other best friend. This one is very special to me. Every line is a story to tell and laugh about. I mean everything I wrote. She is my first ever friend and best friend. The fact that we were neighbours kinda made it even more special. (we're also distant relatives if that helps). I love her and hope this poem conveys that to her. I already showed this to her and she loved it. I was so happy. This is my first ever poem I wrote for someone and I'm really proud of it.  Enjoy! I love to be your friend It's the best use of time.  I don't want these emotions to end, If it's okay, I wanna call you mine. They say you gotta pay a price In order to have what you fantasize. The cost I paid to have you Isn't bothering me at all. Maybe it's because you Are really close to my soul. I wouldn't exchange you  For mortality without you. Remember the Powerpuff girls we wanted to be. I was the one with a stick and beam. On the enem...

Trail of thoughts- 2  Hello everyone! Today we are going to be talking about ‘Personality tests’. Yes personality tests. A few days ago I watched a video about it and was intrigued. (is it only me or do I sound extremely energetic) okay so I was curious in finding out what my personality would be. This is the “Myers Brigs personality test” we are talking about. Remember the drill? Yea, Google the meaning because we want no misunderstandings. The Google definition is, “A personality test is a tool used to assess human personality. Personality testing and assessment refer to techniques designed to measure the characteristic patterns of traits that people exhibit across various situations. Personality is something that we informally assess and describe every day.” Yep, now you got the idea boomer.  Anyways, I took this test a few months ago but I wanted to know if I changed by the passing time (like people say) or if I'm still the same. The former was proved when I took the test ...

I wrote this poem for another 'best friend' of mine (that's what people call each other these days). This is pretty personal to both of us. But i still posted this because I felt really proud of how it turned out. This one is a story to tell. I actually almost completed the whole poem in just one night. I had a burst of creativity after sleeping for 4 hours.  I also share a 10 year old bond with this friend. I'm grateful for this.  Now, enjoy this beauty  ;) "Coffee And Tea" There's coffee and tea And there's you and me We may be similar but we ain't same We have good days and bad days are lame We are the main characters in the game We fight for each other and not for fame You are lovely and  You're my friend Friend is underrated When I compare it with you You're obviously more than a friend A bond that doesn't easily end It's been 10 long years since I first saw you with that helmet haircut, (that was really cute) We got closer thr...

This is a poem I wrote for my best friend. We've been friends for about 10 long years! It’s one of my  oldest friendships I have. I wrote this one for her birthday as a  gift.     Let's have a small introduction on our bond.  We've met in first class but our bond wasn't as strong as it is now. Though we have been in the same group of six for 3 years, our mental distance was further than our physical one. After a few years, our group was disbanded (lol that was funnier in my head) and we were separated. And obviously I wouldn't be here writing about her unless we were put in the same class, so yeah. We got closer in the next coming years. That's how a new bond started and got closer. That's it, now enjoy the poem/song.  The sky was bright blue The day I started your song I figured why you like this hue It's calm and makes us do what we long I met you when I was six An amazing and beautiful girl With no emotions mixed  And a long hair with no curl I...