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the bridge between us and elders is slowly building yet breaking

  Sto-rini - 11 Today, something happened.   Everyone (kids and their mothers) was in a room just chit chatting. The kids were playing a game and suddenly one of them gets hurt. She says, “You hurt my feelings, my feelings are hurt” and rushes off.   I just sat there in a surprise actually. I was laughing because it felt funny and I was also happy she said that it hurt her. But ultimately it came off funny for me. It could’ve ended there but one of the mothers says, “I hate when kids sulk”. I didn’t like it. That hurt MY feelings. But I didn’t say so. Then another mother adds “whats so bad about (that topic that hurt the girl)?” I felt the need to interfere. I knew that girl was too young t defend herself and i also needed to have a beef with someone. (It has been long).   I said, “Even I would be embarrassed in that age”. The woman was surprised and turned her complete attention towards me. She looked like she had to hear it again to comprehend it so I did so. She was pure

the flowers in my garden

    I water my flower everyday Every night and every minute   What if it starts loving me? For me, you're nothing but a mere being   But for you, I'm the god Someone that provides for you   If you love me that much What would you do if I Forget to water you for a night? Or for a week or a month?   Would you forgive me for my mistake? Or was it even a mistake in the first place?   I was afraid I was gonna break your heart So instead I killed you.   Better? For me, yes.   I stand in my garden Now with no flowers   But I remember how you Once bloomed over there   When you tried to bloom your Best to catch my attention When you tried to grow over Me to have me with you   For me, you were just a flower, A mere flower Among hundred others Nothing less, maybe something more   I killed the flower It was a mistake I say to myself As I bring home new seeds to plant   A never-ending cycle with Same garden Same water Same me Same everything But different flowers All destined to die in my h

a song to myself

I love how you laugh The way you talk The way you make everyone smile The way you squint your eyes   The way you throw my troubles away The way you make me feel safe   You are someone’s enemy But forever my hero I protect you and you protect me And together we fly home   I love the way you make me feel loved The way you speak when you are happy The way you squeal when excited The way you beat those tears in your eyes   I love how you care for others Even though you pretend not to care at all The way you want to help the people Though you joke about being a dictator   I love your expressions I love your emotions When you battle within I wish I could say let it be   I love how you whisper the joke to me So I would be the one to crack it And you don’t mind about the credit   I love how you dance when alone When you think you are free of stares But I would be there And you wouldn’t care And I would be blown away   I love the way you lead others You say they’re just small creatures But deep