An Orange Cloud

 I like to remember while my brain loves to forget. But it's fun because every time I try to remember something, I remember little details I 'missed' before. It adds to the beauty of the memory.    Trail Of Thoughts- 27 Written on 10 th Jan, 2024.   I completed my exams last week. A whole year’s work had me exhausted. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t tempted to sleep in the exam hall. I completed in an hour. Anyways, I was relieved but not as much as I thought I would be. I imagined that I’d be soaring with freedom as my wings, flying into the fluffy water floating above ground. I thought I would be happier, my life more colourful, like my vision would become like those toy camera- colourful, soft and lovely.   But I was wrong, well partially.   I did feel happy, the harsh cold weather felt like a breeze and my locks flew in it.   My vision did become like one of those toy camera, the visuals were soft, joyful, lovely, happy and in one word, “Perfect”.

I can hang by the thread Or I can jump on my own But in the end I'll be falling on the ground   I'll flow with the river Never stay at the bank I'll flow into the ocean And never come/look back   I wanna sail like a pirate Fighting the chaos I never want to set back And become one of them   I want to keep sailing Until I reach nowhere Because reaching is not my goal But to move on from the chaos   There is a lot of fish in the sea I can find something to eat The land can't keep me sane The land can’t make me a pirate   I don’t care about the destination I only care that I'm leaving I don’t know where I'm going But I know I want to be leaving And I know I'd be happy   I want to leave the chaos Leave everything behind I want to sail in the ocean Till I see no light   And once the night comes I'll take some rest and Deal with all the emotions About the end   The pirate always

  I like the way you smile It brights up the night   Your eyes are like Those starry nights   Looking deep into them I see a universe peeking back at me   There’s a whole different world Inside those dark orbs   Those which felt empty Seem to be filled with life   I can look into them for hours And not get bored   Those dark marbles Give life to the butterflies Flying around us Making this even more magical   I see pink hearts floating around And heart shaped clouds flying by I see cupid with its bow Ready to shoot the arrow And I am ready to fall so slow Into your warmth, golden yellow   The sizzling sun doesn’t matter anymore The burning ground is nothing at all The hot summer is a bummer for sure But I’m happy, as long as I can be with you me amor   You’re the love of my life My not so long existence But I still long for you For I need what is mine   You look so perfect But it’s not just the appearance