An Orange Cloud

 You told me you loved me But I know you lied I didn’t want to admit it But I could see all the signs   You lied when you said ‘I have saved you’ But we both know that It isn’t the truth   I had to throw myself away Just so you can feel comfortable   I cry everyday denying The reason behind it It’s you and your lies That have been killing me   Now that I think back about Those days, I feel ashamed Of myself and my choices Making me hate myself   It would have been lot easier If have seen those red flags Hanging around us   I would cry all day My friends would ask me To leave you but I stayed Hoping you would change.   Deep down I knew You would stay the same But I couldn’t leave you Because I loved you the same   I know you lied when you Said, ‘I am sorry’ You didn’t mean it And you didn’t bother to.   We would break-up every other day And somehow end up together Thought we were meant to be Though I see otherwise daily.   I always got caught drowning In my emotions about you Wondered h

Trail of thoughts-5 Whenever I think of love, a garden full of flowers appears in front of me. Beautiful, colourful, fresh, aesthetic, fragrant and in other word perfect.  There are a ton of varieties of flowers, all in fresh bloom and in their best efforts to look their best, to look the prettiest. The sky is no less. Clouds are competing with the flowers to look prettier on the other side, floating in perfect shapes. One in a heart, some as flowers, some as stars and a moon, few puppies and kittens, peacocks and many more. I'm not sure if they're flying or floating but I know they're sure enjoying themselves and in the same time me as well. I see those little birds chirping and singing with all their hearts and flying in unison, forming variety of shapes. For example, a V for the victory of our love.  The sun is shining with all the perfect shades of yellow and orange combined, playing it's role perfectly. The breeze is as peaceful as it can be.  An eternity could pas

This one is a story. This poem is told by a boy to a girl who once called him her crush and eventually moved on. But he didn’t (or couldn't).  You told me you liked me But why don’t you look at me I can see you smile at him While you should be smiling at me.   I started having feelings for you Right from the day you said ‘I like you’ But now everything seems like a lie to me It isn’t fair. I hate to even say it.   Why didn’t you wait for me? You didn’t had to move so quickly But now I’m a hopeless romantic Who is gonna understand me?   In this world where everyone gets what they want Why am I the unlucky one of all?   I thought I gave you all the signs But now I’m your past While he is your present I can’t bear this.   How could you be so fast in this? I’m an amateur so please help me.   I feel so sad and bad Now I get why you were sad Back when I ignored you And now I’m a victim too.   Though I feel bad right now   It’s no use cuz you moved on I’m happy you’re happy But still you