An Orange Cloud

DESCLAMIER; before writing this, I didn’t even bother to research about any kind. Only the names of certain people and some songs. This series is called ‘trail of thoughts’ for a reason because these are my thoughts generated by my brain and not by feeding the Google info. I'm solely speaking my thoughts. Or say typing my mind onto this document. (OR you can say I’m too lazy to browse)     Trail Of Thoughts - 11   I wish to write a poem that becomes quite popular that a singer picks it up and thinks to themselves, “Damn this cool, imma sing it”. And it becomes so popular and both the singer and I get popularity. Seems familiar? Yes I’m talking about arctic monkeys’ song “I wanna be yours’ which was originally a work of John Cooper Clarke.   I loved the two lines in this song that go,   “Secrets I have held in my heart, Are harder to hide than I thought”   These two lines have been playing non-stop in one of the opened tabs in my brain. I can’t seem to find the tab but the fact is t

  You’re my comfy zone The place I’d run to As soon as I reach home   You are my prize For the day’s work   You’re the daisy In my bouquet of roses   You’re the cool breeze On a hot summer day   You’re the hot cocoa On a cold night   You’re the movie night On a hard earned weekend   You’re the brownie edge So rich of chocolate   You’re the heart shaped cloud In the sky full of birds and rainbow   You’re the satisfying tape pull after a painting Filled with peach, pink, orange All my favourite colours   You’re the rain patter As I relax with a book   You’re the satisfaction I get When I complete a tough sum   You’re the ‘hence proved’ At the end of a difficult question   You’re the last minute idea That saves the whole plan   You’re the glow in dark patterns That gives me little joy   You’re the pole star In my night sky   You’re the chocolate ice-cream In the butterscotch stash   You’re the Netflix show That makes me laugh so much   You’re the Barbie movie That inspired me so much   Yo

  Having a crush in a long time Felt like cloud 9 Didn’t want to take this To the next year Wanted to confess To not leave any regrets   I'm proud I did it I'm happy I was 99% sure It would be a negative response   My calculations were right I failed my crush the same night But I didn’t cry At least I tried   We talked and decided To be friends and ended The convo and I was Surprised how well it went   A thought deep inside Humiliated my mind I failed my experiment Yes, it was just an experiment   Brain-washed into a mad scientist Made me believe all that shit   But was it really just an experiment? To experience new feelings? I'm not really sure and honestly I don’t wanna think about it   But I should, because, I don’t know? I'm not sure I need some time To think about that night   I have a few things I need to do Before I make up my mind I need to process my feelings And trust me it’s a difficult task   Hours of thinking No, over-thinking One time I'm meeting you