An Orange Cloud

  20th February   This is gonna be a leave letter Because I'm leaving your heart And I'm never coming back So imma leave this at the door   I started with a blue ink Ended with a black Like my heart with a red Ended dark   Started with the address Then hesitant at the name Cuz I don’t know who you are anymore   Door number Apartment name I know where you live But I don’t know if I can see you there   Because You seem to be changing Changing lives   You seem to be changing Changing smiles   Half the time I don’t know if it’s the same old you I fell in love with   Anyways, I wrote down the address From the piece of paper you passed to me In the class during a test You were ready to face the worst   Passing notes in secrecy To passing time dreaming your exit   Now it’s time for the subject The core of the letter   I write “leaving for the best” But then erased it well   Leave letter Leave

A dream come true, When you said I love you too   It was a dream come true, When you wanted me too   Clouds in the air Skies so pink and blue Cheeks crimson red You got me blushing till the end   I remember loving you Since the day I first met you. Alas the day before we met, My eyes loved what they saw   Too young to name the feeling, Too young to be scared, Too young to think anything, Too young to love.   So all of this is a dream come true, Walking down the aisle, so beautiful, Was I day dreaming? Or was it you, looking like a daydream?   Words coming out of my mouth, I wrote the script 10 years back, All the things I wanted to tell you, Once you become mine and I yours.   All the things I held back, I can now say them looking into your eyes, Oh, your beautiful caramel eyes.   Your love now Is all I wanted before, All I dreamt of, All I could think of.   You loving me, Was thought that brought me Eu

I feel sick Again.   The weather changed Again.   I got tired of life Again.   I cant sleep Again.   I cant focus Again.   I cant walk   I cant breathe   I cant talk   I cant stop                                                                           zoning out Again.   I cant not forget   I cant not not remember   I cant not be sad   I think and feel and its                 All very tedious       I think again   I forget     I felt.       I cant do     I want to though   I feel the numbness But not the touch of your warmth     Was   It   even   There   In   The   First   Place?       I feel sick   I cant taste   I can feel my tongue   Its wet It has some sort of taste Bitter? Salt?     Bbbb9edx       sorry I got distracted   My keyboard is having this problem Well, it “was” until I took out the space bar