An Orange Cloud

  Trail Of Thoughts- 30 I want to go to the beach with you at 12 in the morning. I would take multiple pictures of you, candid mostly. The moonlight, the breeze, the waves, the ocean sounds; everything feels so beautiful, just like you.   When the moonlight falls on you, your skin glows and you become even more handsome.   Your silky straight hair, parted in the middle, messy in the breeze, glows and shines as the dim street light ignites the area.   I bring my camera, fully charged to capture you smiling and looking very handsome. The solitude, the stars above us and your galaxy like eyes, all of these fill my heart with love, love towards you. You’re a lovely human.   I want to do what humans do when they’re in love. I want to wear a long skirt and run in the beach with you. I want to find shells in the sand. We can have a competition on who would find the prettiest shell. I will obviously win because you’re the prettiest pearl ever and I f

Stor-rini- 21 One thing about being someone who scores the highest in a class full of buffoons uninterested students is that you never try your best. I get the highest in my class and everyone would congratulate me for that, but deep down, my teacher and I know that it wasn’t the best of me. I can do better. Better than this at least.  When I saw my paper, I noticed all the silly mistakes I have made, very silly. I could have easily got 5 marks (more or less) if only had I applied the formulae right and maybe my brain. To add to the pain, my teacher said I should’ve got 10 marks less if it were for a strict correction. He went on saying how easy the paper was and it truly cut right through my heart. I could do much better and it’s as if a rubber sky is stopping me from flying high or my feet are tied to the ground. It’s either of that or I’m losing my mind here. I truly hope it’s not the last one. It’s definitely not worth it. The fact that I’m blaming the surroundings in the first two

100th post I know what I don’t wanna be in future. And I know what I don’t wanna become in future. I know what I don’t like And I know what I hate.   I know what I feel bad about myself.   Well, I know what I don’t want to be becoming in future.   It’s a total shot in the dark Because   There is a lot of darkness of impossibilities and possibilities that I don’t like. And futures that I don’t want to make mine.   So when I say a total shot in the dark, I mean I don’t know what I want to become.   I see people; I see them live their lives Not the way they had in mind When they first started it.   And they realized it in the mid-ways. Yet they have no other choice.   They have to live that life.   There is no turning back now.   I see that, I see that every day. I see that when I wake up. I see that when I go to college. I see that when I am in college. I see it every day, I see it in everyone .   Everyone has a fu