An Orange Cloud

I liked him because he told me he loved me first And he spread positivity like an optimist. But then I realised, I've been a  Pessimist for the rest of my life. I could've stopped him from doing this before, But I just did it like I was four. He made me break every rule, While I did that without a clue. It was like a dream, I'd never wanna wake up from. While I was just walking away From those good family days. Then I knew that it wasn't fear that Stopped the relationship, but was guilt. The guilt of doing something wrong, But I didn't know what it was for so long. I saw the world running before me, While I just stood there without a glee. I thought we were here together, But I found you running away further. When I thought I was alone again, My fam stood by me without a strain. You were the only one Stopping from doing what I love. I wanted to leave you, But then what makes me different from you. I started running too. But not away from you, But towards you. Then I

I'm the diver in the space I get lost when I try to escape I dive deep into the galaxy Hoping to see you happily But then again I'm lost In this dark place that's vast What do I do now How'd I find what I love In this dark place that's vast Where currently I'm lost I don't see a thing of any sort The stars and the dust they speak about  All I see is darkness  Spreading its wings Making me lose my sense Can't find my safety slings I need to brew a remedy  To find light in this caliginosity  And only then can I not get lost In this dark place that's vast I'm floating standing and lying All at the same time not knowing  the difference in each as I Struggle to stay still in this vast sky I see purple blue and violet And the black that's going to split The purple violet and blue Let yellow and orange glow due The struggle was not worth it For I suffered in silence All this time not for some colours  For my mind that's become duller But the dul

Hi! It might be a story to tell if you found my blog. Its like finding a needle in a haystack. Anyways, I'm glad that you found me and I hope you will be too!  Let's begin with introductions. I'm an anonymous teenager here in Andhra Pradesh, INDIA. I like the colour orange and clouds. Bet you've figured that by now. I like to write. Mainly poems. Well maybe I can't possibly call them poems but I would like to do so. I find it relaxing to write lines that end with rhymes. Aren't they what people call poems? Ending lines with rhymes may not seem real good. But, as for me, writing a line and thinking about the next line becomes kinda easier with the help of the previous ending word.  But I should admit, not everything I write actually rhymes. As I said, NOT EVERYTHING. I also write short paragraphs whenever I feel like.  AND, This is my first blog. I will post stuff that I like. And things that I write. I'm pretty nervous but it just feels right. Rather than le