eternity for love

By Rini -

 TW: mentions of d34th, reincarnation and love.


Trail Of Thoughts-38


What if you fall in love with an immortal and now you are left with a choice,

1.    Leave your life behind, become immortal and rule the Kingdom with the love of your life forever more (literally). Watch your loved ones from earth all d1e and reincarnate.

2.     Live with your love for as little as human’s existence and leave your love to be alone for the eternity of their life.



Rose from Beauty And The Beast


What if it becomes true?

When we say I love you forever

Do we mean forever or

Just days till the love ends?

 

When we say I would d?e for you

Do we mean to sacrifice or

Just dying with them together?

 

When we say I will wait an eternity for you

Do we actually mean it?

 

 

The idea of living forever will always haunt me. Sometimes the beauty of things is that it ends. I’d much rather be nostalgic and sad than live the same joy forever. D34th, however haunting, is beautiful. One day we will all d1e, one day we will cease to exist, one day we will be forgotten. All the three are different. The movie coco describes the last one perfectly.

 

 

I will love you for eternity,

A part of my dead heart would be

Beating in remembrance of

Our sweet heart love.

 

At nights while we stare at the stars

Under the fair moonlight

Life feels so easy and breezy

Wouldn’t want to end this night.

 

But the stars tell me something.

They whisper in my ears,

As we lay down on the ground,

“Come to us, for we are waiting.”

 

 

The idea of reincarnation in Hinduism is so fascinating. Apparently the sins we do in this life dictate the type of life we have in the next. I always thought we can be re-born as other species, maybe a tortoise with a lifespan between 0 and 150, or maybe a banyan tree that would survive till the humans cut me down for more buildings, or maybe an ant that’d work hard in the summer to survive the winters or maybe an endangered animal cursed with living in a cage.

 

The possibilities are finite, but many.

 

But I’d always hope for a fellow turtle, another banyan tree beside me, a worker ant that decides to survive together, and a zookeeper that would be gentler with me. All of that would be you.

 

 

I will ignore the stars being sirens

Trying to lure me to them,

I’ll look into your dark brown eyes,

I’ll feel a peace for you are my anchor

When life’s boat is ready to take a break.

 

You’ll be the peace in my mind

The lighthouse when I’m lost in the dark

The glow-in-dark stars when I’m anxious and stressed

The leaves that add colour to the blue world.

 

 

To answer the question- i choose B if that wasn’t obvious yet. Call me selfish, i do not care. But the beauty of life is that there’s an end to it. And the beauty of love is that it stays till then.



~The End~


i lied, there wont be an end to how much i will write about my top favourite topics, love, life and eternity. my idea is that there's more to life than love, there is d34th too, just as lovely. 


if you've come this far, thankyou <3


do share your thoughts and what choice you'd make if presented with the same question. i would love to know in the comments below. 


life is beautiful.


yours lovingly,

rini.



TDD: ten day diary

okayyyy long time no see. 

i'm starting to love everything again. hating is so 2020. i'll try to love life to the fullest.


in a few days, i will have a definite routine to stick to. i hate wandering around in the house to do stuff. i love having a routine. it makes life more bearable. 


Comments

  1. Anonymous10 April 2025 at 15:48

    But the stars tell me something.

    They whisper in my ears,

    As we lay down on the ground,

    “Come to us, for we are waiting.



    ✨ Sounds scary bit really a good line:)

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    1. An Orange Cloud10 April 2025 at 16:46

      Thankyou a lot! I understand why that would be scary. Without context, it'd sound like something straight out of a horror movie. Thanks again!

      Delete
  2. Anonymous10 April 2025 at 19:07

    "There is de4th too, just as lovely" I WILL EAT YOUR BRAIN. sooo good

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    1. An Orange Cloud11 April 2025 at 01:01

      THANK YOU (??) however graphic that was. Thankyou <3

      Delete

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