Her Insecurities

This one is a story. A story about a girl who met someone who was the counterpart of her. Everything changed when she asked her to be her friend, the person who she thought was so different from her, but the real question, is she really so different? 

The day we’ve first met

Is still at the back of my head    

Written with black ink

Because it was bittersweet

You were so much prettier

Probably so much smarter

So fair and skinny 

Everything I wanted to be

You got everything I ever wanted

Thought there must be a lot more

You were so much better than me

For the first time, I felt the jealousy

Few days passed by and you 

Wanted me to be your friend 

I thought it was sheer luck

To be with someone like you

I envied you

Almost every day 

I tried to 

Copy your way

I felt pathetic standing beside you

A slave beside a queen I thought

I had a few breakdowns because of you

And of course I blamed you for that

I was such a petty girl

With appearance so dull

You were the prettiest girl

With a silky hair and no curl

Your eyes were like marbles

Shining so bright

Your smile made boys flutter

With butterflies

You were the ideal lead

In this high school play

And I felt like a side chick

All I could do is obey

But you were different

You wanted to be my friend

I never understood why 

But it felt quite nice

We got closer in a few days. 

Talked to each other a lot.

We were both surprised when 

We found out that

We had so much in common,

We were almost the same.

I felt like I found myself in you

And you thought the same.

You told me you had insecurities

I was quite surprised by it

I thought the protagonist 

Doesn’t really feel it.

That’s when I realised 

I was so blinded 

By the evil jealousy 

That I didn’t look at you properly

You told me you envied me

For being so lively

She liked how I befriended

Everyone I’ve met.

She told me she wanted to be me

She tried to copy me

But I never tried telling 

Her my side of the story.

Thought it was unnecessary,

But I was just not ready.

But now I’m too late,

Hoped you would stay.

If I get a chance I would

Speak my heart with you .

~The End~

aaaa how i love this one. I've been waiting so long to publish this and here we go!!! 

well if im being honest, i'd say this is my story but no, im not saying it because im not a honest person :P

Anyways, how do you guys like it? comment what you think! 

love,

Rini.

(Hola,Soy Rini! :P Ten-day-diary, here we go! so update on the exams, its over! and they started announcing the marks as well T_T I'm quite disappointed with it actually. so yea i had a not-so-good week but dw, i'm alright ;) i ordered a few tops and they arrived!! they look so cute :D I'm excited to wear themmmm. anddddd im having my winter vacation in two days!! this week was basically cray-cray. 

who else is excited for snowdrop?? But guess what, it isn't available in India yet and I am so sad :'( I honestly got so excited for nothing. Well anyways it's gonna be available in a few days, I hope.  

btw stay tuned for my next post, its gonna be a looong one ;D

okayy bye <3)