in the dark

By Rini -
DARK. 

Yea that was supposed to be scary.

I would recommend reading this at night.

 
 
Let the air come inside
And shiver my spine
Let me feel it
Freeze my body
 
It’s dark outside
I’m imagining in my mind
That someone's watching
But keeps disappearing
 
The curtain is moving
Tube light is glowing
The air is freezing
Looks like it’s working
The drug in the breeze
That you put here
 
I hold my book like an armour
Hoping it would protect me from you
I know you're watching
Tell me what's so interesting
 
One minute I see your head
One minute I see your hands
One minute I see you falling off the building
One minute I see you flying
 
In the dark
Into the dark
Through the dark
You are the dark
 
I have been looking at you for an hour
I still can't figure who you are
 
I was scared
But now I'm not
You just need a friend
Because you're alone
 
Suddenly a lightning
Revealing you to me
I rub my eyes
And you're already
On your way to me
 
This time I’m afraid for real
I’m sure this is not a drill
 
I close my eyes
I’m afraid of the light
 
As minutes pass by
I could feel the night
Spreading in the room
The lights are all gone too
 
It’s like you got to me
But I can’t quite figure it out
I get Goosebumps
A shivery presence
 
I open my eyes
It’s the same as when I closed them
Its dark everywhere
Keeps getting darker
 
The night grows old
The night spread its wings
The dark and night
Go together on a killing spree
 
First the lights
Then the lightning
The clouds
Then the stars behind them
 
There is no moon
No light nor blue
Only dark
Darker than black
 
It’s a nightmare
Dressed like a nightmare
You’re not coming here
To play with me
 
You’re serious
You’re dead serious
Like literally
You’re probably dead.

 
~The End~
 
 
 
Well well well, I wrote this looong back. And as I mentioned before you will be seeing lots of old meat while I resurrect myself after the exams.
This is supposed to be a horror setting. It should make you scared.
Hope it did.
 
i love you,
byee <33



TDD- ten day diary
heyyy so in the past ten days i wrote one exam. one more and i'm done!! and that is tomorrow. 
i have so many plans to enjoy the small vacay before my life turns into hell. 

and i have been thinking if i should continue the blog or not. i am having issues on managing my time between life and school. i will probably discontinue for a few months and i will let you know when i am back. dont have hopes though. it has just been really difficult for me. i am super stressed about everything. and the perfectionist in me is not letting me post stuff that take low efforts. you guys deserve better than a badly organised blog. 
to conclude, i will be discontinuing my blog for a few days (probably months) until everything becomes a routine (because im sure it wont get better). so ya. im sorry for leaving so abruptly. 
[also please dont unfollow me TT]

i love you,
me <3

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