An Orange Cloud

Trail Of Thoughts-1  Well how do I start? okay maybe I'll start from the meaning of second lead. (I am writing from google because I don't want any misunderstandings) Second lead basically means the second main character of a theatre performance. Second lead is also the second most important person of the show.  Now that we have an idea about it, let's continue.   I've always felt like the second lead in my life story. Okay that may not be a long time but still. Not the most important person to anyone, not having the scenes a main lead would experience, etc. made me realise maybe I'm not the protagonist type. I'm just a side character. A side character with a very boring life story. A story that is just uninteresting so you try to skip it if you can while watching the show. Well, let's try to be positive. Maybe I'm just too young to experience the protagonist life. Maybe that is still unlocked and I need to do some quests to unlock it (?). (That'...

PART 1         I suddenly woke up in a world that seemed to be completely different. Different? I do not even know why I felt that. I lost all my memories and here I am just standing and observing my surroundings. From what my intuition says this place is not safe at all. But I will not just sit around and do nothing. And so, started the journey of a nobody in nowhere.  At first, I didn't see much. Just a  barren land and it is red in colour. I am even surprised myself how I know what I know. That's how a new feeling bloomed inside me. HOPE. The word just came to me. The feeling was hard to describe. I feel better at the least. I felt stronger and braver. As i was enjoying the overwhelmed positivity within me, something didn't feel right. It's as if I know something's going to happen. Something good or bad, I don't know. I woke up from my thoughts as I stumbled into a rock. I noticed something beneath it. It's a letter addressed to 'D'. It didn't...

I liked him because he told me he loved me first And he spread positivity like an optimist. But then I realised, I've been a  Pessimist for the rest of my life. I could've stopped him from doing this before, But I just did it like I was four. He made me break every rule, While I did that without a clue. It was like a dream, I'd never wanna wake up from. While I was just walking away From those good family days. Then I knew that it wasn't fear that Stopped the relationship, but was guilt. The guilt of doing something wrong, But I didn't know what it was for so long. I saw the world running before me, While I just stood there without a glee. I thought we were here together, But I found you running away further. When I thought I was alone again, My fam stood by me without a strain. You were the only one Stopping from doing what I love. I wanted to leave you, But then what makes me different from you. I started running too. But not away from you, But towards you. Then I...

I'm the diver in the space I get lost when I try to escape I dive deep into the galaxy Hoping to see you happily But then again I'm lost In this dark place that's vast What do I do now How'd I find what I love In this dark place that's vast Where currently I'm lost I don't see a thing of any sort The stars and the dust they speak about  All I see is darkness  Spreading its wings Making me lose my sense Can't find my safety slings I need to brew a remedy  To find light in this caliginosity  And only then can I not get lost In this dark place that's vast I'm floating standing and lying All at the same time not knowing  the difference in each as I Struggle to stay still in this vast sky I see purple blue and violet And the black that's going to split The purple violet and blue Let yellow and orange glow due The struggle was not worth it For I suffered in silence All this time not for some colours  For my mind that's become duller But the dul...

Hi! It might be a story to tell if you found my blog. Its like finding a needle in a haystack. Anyways, I'm glad that you found me and I hope you will be too!  Let's begin with introductions. I'm an anonymous teenager here in Andhra Pradesh, INDIA. I like the colour orange and clouds. Bet you've figured that by now. I like to write. Mainly poems. Well maybe I can't possibly call them poems but I would like to do so. I find it relaxing to write lines that end with rhymes. Aren't they what people call poems? Ending lines with rhymes may not seem real good. But, as for me, writing a line and thinking about the next line becomes kinda easier with the help of the previous ending word.  But I should admit, not everything I write actually rhymes. As I said, NOT EVERYTHING. I also write short paragraphs whenever I feel like.  AND, This is my first blog. I will post stuff that I like. And things that I write. I'm pretty nervous but it just feels right. Rather than le...