An Orange Cloud

 You told me you loved me But I know you lied I didn’t want to admit it But I could see all the signs   You lied when you said ‘I have saved you’ But we both know that It isn’t the truth   I had to throw myself away Just so you can feel comfortable   I cry everyday denying The reason behind it It’s you and your lies That have been killing me   Now that I think back about Those days, I feel ashamed Of myself and my choices Making me hate myself   It would have been lot easier If have seen those red flags Hanging around us   I would cry all day My friends would ask me To leave you but I stayed Hoping you would change.   Deep down I knew You would stay the same But I couldn’t leave you Because I loved you the same   I know you lied when you Said, ‘I am sorry’ You didn’t mean it And you didn’t bother to.   We would break-up every other day And somehow end up together Thought we were meant to be Though I see otherwise daily.   I always g...

Trail of thoughts-5 Whenever I think of love, a garden full of flowers appears in front of me. Beautiful, colourful, fresh, aesthetic, fragrant and in other word perfect.  There are a ton of varieties of flowers, all in fresh bloom and in their best efforts to look their best, to look the prettiest. The sky is no less. Clouds are competing with the flowers to look prettier on the other side, floating in perfect shapes. One in a heart, some as flowers, some as stars and a moon, few puppies and kittens, peacocks and many more. I'm not sure if they're flying or floating but I know they're sure enjoying themselves and in the same time me as well. I see those little birds chirping and singing with all their hearts and flying in unison, forming variety of shapes. For example, a V for the victory of our love.  The sun is shining with all the perfect shades of yellow and orange combined, playing it's role perfectly. The breeze is as peaceful as it can be.  An eternity could pas...

This one is a story. This poem is told by a boy to a girl who once called him her crush and eventually moved on. But he didn’t (or couldn't).  You told me you liked me But why don’t you look at me I can see you smile at him While you should be smiling at me.   I started having feelings for you Right from the day you said ‘I like you’ But now everything seems like a lie to me It isn’t fair. I hate to even say it.   Why didn’t you wait for me? You didn’t had to move so quickly But now I’m a hopeless romantic Who is gonna understand me?   In this world where everyone gets what they want Why am I the unlucky one of all?   I thought I gave you all the signs But now I’m your past While he is your present I can’t bear this.   How could you be so fast in this? I’m an amateur so please help me.   I feel so sad and bad Now I get why you were sad Back when I ignored you And now I’m a victim too.   Though I feel bad right now   It’s no use cuz you moved ...

hope you like it as much as i loved writing it <3 Rain winter spring and summer, Gotta a lot of seasons in the calendar. But one of them is the best No breeze no stress on the chest. It's the autumn. The yellow leaves falling to the ground, Makes me want to go on a walk Crushing those fellas in a path not found. You're my autumn. You help me pour out my emotions You tell me it's okay to breakdown It's okay to fall down to the ground It's okay to leave Where you have been. It's okay to fly away From the sky and beyond To the payment on the ground As long as you're happy.  You don't always have to be  Up in the sky always green You can fall down,  You can become brown. You are my autumn. With you I can be slow. I can fall down to let it go. I need your hands to hold. My path is covered in yellow bedsheet It's tiring but never boring  With you, I can walk miles With you, I always smile. I want to get lost I want to stay on the path I want to be the o...

 If the original had a part two why not the parody have one too   Sto-rini- 5   So today we will be talking about all the series I have watched before. This one includes the ones I have completed. (I need to put that out there because I watch a ton of sh but don’t complete most of it)   But before I go into the list, I want you to know about me. When I want to watch something/entertain myself, I chose something that doesn’t require a lot of attention or intellect. I feel like entertainment is supposed to be a break and rest to our minds. So most of the things mentioned below are the things that don’t have continuity. Like there would be little to no relation to the previous episodes but holds some importance whatsoever.   I have this weird concept, it’s more like what I'm interested in. my favourite genres are- comedy, slice of life, drama, romance. I watch a bit of thriller but not horror. Horror and I practice social distancing respectfully. I don’t watch a lo...

  Sto-rini- 4     I wrote this one for my friends when our 10th exams got cancelled and we spent our last day without knowing it was the last day.   One night, right before our second pre-board, we got the news that our main exams were cancelled due to c0r0na. At first I was jumping with joy and laughing my heart out. But then after a while, after I sorted out my emotions, I realised I was kinda sad as well.   We wrote our first pre-board so carelessly (at least I did). I was like ‘it’s just pre-board, they are not gonna consider these marks‘. They did.   I scored really less marks and at first I was scared. I talked with all my friends about how they are feeling. Most of them said they still can’t believe what just happened.  Some were happy, some were sad. One particular person was realllyyy sad, he pissed off all of us lmao. He was the type to study hard but scores less (comparatively). If you saw him, you would think he gets really good marks but m...

Hola!    I’m a lost bird Flying into the infinity Without a goal Tryna reach the sky limit   Not knowing there isn’t A sky in the first place It’s just air everywhere My darkest fears I couldn’t face   Always flying for the sun I couldn’t stay for the dark Strangely I wasn’t tired But was contemplated   The happiness didn’t last long When I couldn’t move at all One night I stayed Scared with the change   As the sun went down The colours I never saw filled the sky It soon became darker Darker until I could see nothing   I was afraid I was caught By my darkest fear The fear of not being able to fly To the sun in the sky   Little did I know The sun was never there And same with the sky It was all in my mind   But I didn’t admit I flew and flew Never stopped once For I feared I may think   I saw night For the first time The darkness filled the sky I couldn’t believe my eye   The reason I always flew And never stopped once Was that I was...