An Orange Cloud

  Chapter 10     Nakshatra     Fool by Frankie cosmos has been in my head the whole day today. I’ll remember to listen to it.   When I was a kid, we used to move a lot. I studied in a different school almost every year and sometimes more than one in the same year. That was very messy. I asked my parents many times. They never gave me a straight answer about why we kept moving. So I stopped asking. Asking them. Now, I ask myself.   I love interviewing myself, it’s really fun! As a single child, my evenings were really boring for a few hours on a stretch. My parents believed in a zero screen-time policy so I spent my leisure time writing, drawing, dancing, and occasionally interviewing myself.   I have been asking myself questions for a few years now- weird, out-of-pocket street interview questions that have a niche 500 word answer that I laugh at while or after finishing.   That’s not the point. The point is there i...

  23-11-2021     I always liked maths when I was a kid But it all changed when they invited Greek   Never knew how things could be So complex and I disliked it   I couldn’t hate something That I have loved all these years     Felt sad but couldn’t do anything Thought that it’d be ok if I worked hard for it   I never had to be so scared for my Exams until today, I hate changes   The few important problems they gave Were more than enough to practice   But then suddenly the four walls broke apart Revealing the world to my little self   It was quite a phase I was quite dazed To run till the end of the maze Couldn’t look at my face   To run was the only thing taught to us It was never a marathon to begin with Always a sprint and always will be           Wondered if I’d like it If I chased for it   But now it just feel...

 TW: mentions of d34th, reincarnation and love. Trail Of Thoughts-38 What if you fall in love with an immortal and now you are left with a choice, 1.     Leave your life behind, become immortal and rule the Kingdom with the love of your life forever more (literally). Watch your loved ones from earth all d1e and reincarnate. 2.       Live with your love for as little as human’s existence and leave your love to be alone for the eternity of their life. Rose from B eauty And The Beast What if it becomes true? When we say I love you forever Do we mean forever or Just days till the love ends?   When we say I would d?e for you Do we mean to sacrifice or Just dying with them together?   When we say I will wait an eternity for you Do we actually mean it?     The idea of living forever will always haunt me. Sometimes the beauty of things is that it ends. I’d much rather be nostalgic and sad than live the...