An Orange Cloud

Heyoo! This is going to be my last post. For the year. Lol NOTE: *{When I say it was better or anything I mean it in my case i.e., in my life only. And not anything or anyone else. I know c0r0na got worse in 2021 and that’s definitely not what I mean when I say ‘2021 was better than 2020’. RIP to all the people who d13d because of this fatal disease and congratulations to everyone who fought it.}* Trail of thoughts - 4 “Right when we thought 2020 couldn’t get any worse, God has dropped his mic with 2021.” This is what everyone has been saying ever since Jan of 2021. Imagine being 2021, just coming next in the line trying to make people happy or better but being   judged by your disappointed doublet sibling, 2020. To be honest, 2021 was bad but not worse than 2020. Well according to me at least. But this blog isn’t a competition. I want to write about my life in these tw

This one is a story. A story about a girl who met someone who was the counterpart of her. Everything changed when she asked her to be her friend, the person who she thought was so different from her, but the real question, is she really so different?  The day we’ve first met Is still at the back of my head     Written with black ink Because it was bittersweet You were so much prettier Probably so much smarter So fair and skinny  Everything I wanted to be You got everything I ever wanted Thought there must be a lot more You were so much better than me For the first time, I felt the jealousy Few days passed by and you  Wanted me to be your friend  I thought it was sheer luck To be with someone like you I envied you Almost every day  I tried to  Copy your way I felt pathetic standing beside you A slave beside a queen I thought I had a few breakdowns because of you And of course I blamed you for that I was such a petty girl With appearance so dull You were the prettiest girl With a silky h

I wrote this last year with a random burst of idea. i added a little but the theme is same.  I wish that my life was a game And I'd check the things that are lame Stuff that are useless to me And to the people around me I wish I could fly in the sky And run away from the lie That everyone around me Is just as useless as me I wish I was the sun among the clouds But not the shadow on the ground I wish I was brighter than the sun And not give people a chance to make fun Of me~ I wish I was the air in the atmosphere So that people wouldn't see me here I don't want the attention I get Because that's what makes me regret I guess I'm the Pluto in the space Not receiving the worth bit living the phase Getting all frustrated and Being helpless in the end I wish I was a scale Being perfect in every way Not giving people a chance To throw a glance At me~ I wish I were a robot Foreign to human emotions And not get attached With temporary relations I wish i were a computer worki