An Orange Cloud

  I don’t want anyone waiting on me I would run to them if I have to Cuz I know how bad it hurts To wait for someone who won’t return   But hey I want you to wait for me I want you to cry for me I want you to be me for a day Be in my place just one day   Now tell me how it feels Does it hurt? Does it not? But we both know that it sucks To be the only one Who really cares In the first place   I just want to be home Home with you No more waiting Just together with you   Though it’s not possible I want to give it a try I don’t want to regret Not trying that night   Waiting for you and I To become us Well it’s not that simple   We can always stick them together Add a little sparkle And make our fantasy palace with no people   I’m waiting for us to be Not just some characters from a movie But “us” in the history To look back on our memories   Waiting for us to Look back in the pictures And laugh about how I

 alternative title: why i love the stars I love the stars Because they tell me How small we are   How disappearance Doesn’t affect us all   How I can just vanish And people would still love me   They tell me how loving we are By being bright so far I look at them and Find tranquility   The night dark sky Doesn’t cloud the sky’s light   It’s still bright as ever It teaches me to be high forever   It tells me to Aim for it And maybe one day I can reach it   We are so insignificant Little happy humans Small cute creatures Trying to find love   I’m sure the stars Look upon us And smile to themselves Because we are so lovely   “Oh humans! Oh so little creatures! Always fighting for love, always wandering for love, always searching for love, while it was there all along, in their very own souls! When they notice it, it’s when they are at peace. Love is everywhere and so is loving me~”   The shining cosmos And the h

November 26 th , 2022   How are we so different from machines? Machines are programmed to work and we are doing this ‘voluntarily’.   Trail Of Thoughts - 22 Today in economics class, there was a topic about biotic and abiotic components of the ecology. And the definition kind of surprised me. All living things are called biotic, but are all biotic things actually living? I remember when I was younger, the definition we had was more like “things that can breath, feel and grow” are biotic.   “Feel and grow”, I’m coming back to this.   In Telugu there are two words, jeevinchadam and brathakadam. They are both similar to the words in English, living and existing respectively.   People exist in this modern world but none of them are actually living in it. Living seems to be a dream and a wish for most of us. To be able to live our lives is a luxury while it should be a necessity.   There are a number of reasons for this to happen and the main reason that pops up in my he