watch you
I watch you fall in love While I save myself. Its heart wrenching To see someone waiting And you know you won’t Take them to their home. I am not sure if I want you To fall for me Because it feels nice To be admired. But then again, I can’t Torture you with The pain that comes with love. The pain that comes with loving And not being loved back. I read the books that Explain all sorts of Loves and their paybacks But never experienced one. I watch you cry for me While I smile without glee. I’m not sure what to do Except to say I told you so. I watch you break for me But I’m not the glue you need. I watch you become a hero But I’m not you’re heroine. I watch you become the devil for me But I’m not the angel in the sky flying. I wish I could tell you that But I don’t want to shatter that heart. But I need to put it out there Before you’re more hur